I merely write what cascades in thoughts and feelings. In this case emotions as well with involvement of physical and psychological aspects. All based on observations, reactions to social taboos and trends.
Then I review to slow down and convert the cascade, which does not care for anything on its way, into a flowing water in which one can observe many things and also retrieve and save small creatures and plants.
Afterwards I streamline and decorate them with references of scholars and writers whose wisdom enhances the overall ornamentation.
So, in this process hardly thought of publishing in any form. If someone is interested let them do so.